I Just Want To Sleep...

It's 1:30 in the morning and I can't get to sleep for anything. I am stupid and missed a couple of my shots and am now paying for it big time. For those of you who may not know, I have Multiple Sclerosis. I was diagnosed the week of Thanksgiving 2008. And, let me tell you, it SUCKS! I have to give myself a shot (Alberto actually gives them to me because I can't seem to do it myself yet) three times a week. Normally, when I take them like I should, I may get a little sick, but not too bad. When I miss some and then start taking them again, my whole body gets shooting pains, constant aches, and my head hurts like a son of a gun. I HATE the shots with a passion! You have no idea. I have no one to blame but myself for feeling the way I do right now. Hopefully this will teach me a lesson and I'll do what I'm supposed to do. So, for the next hour or so I will be watching Tori and Dean: Home Sweet Hollywood on the Oxygen channel. I really like it. I think Tori Spelling gets a bad rap. She seems like someone I would like to hang out with and she is a great wife and mother. I may even go out and buy her book. I sure hope I can find something else to watch once this is over. Or, maybe just maybe I can get to sleep. Here's to wishful thinking!